today i had a bad day...
Sleep 10 hours since i kum back from langkawi yet not enough.... Not feeling well....
Then bad things happen....
I witness 2 person quarrel and almost nid to use Knife to settle the quarrel.... haiz....
So scare when that happen in front of me.... They 2 are husband and wife, how come will quarrel until like this?? >_< Just because of small case.... they nid quarrel till like this...
They oredi be parents to 2 childs... Why they don think if they behave like this in front the kids.... they will scare and they might had bad impression.... For your childs' sake, plz settle any argument in nice way lalz.... Especially u are oredi married and have kids....
I hope they will think deeply or maybe cool down 1st b4 settle any argument...
>_< don scare the kids and don let ur family members worry about u....
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
成功的感觉
如果有这样一个男人，他有上千万的资产，他有自己的公司，他有老婆，
他还有几个情人在不同的城市。
你问他：“你觉得自己成功吗？”他可能告诉你：“不觉得。”
这个时候你不用奇怪，很可能他讲的是真话。
他可能头疼自己的孩子整天吸毒不务正业，或者发愁自己的公司无法上市，
或者已经是三高人士却抽不出时间休息和锻炼身体。
他对成功的描述可能是这样的：“我的孩子改掉坏习惯并继承我的事业；
我的公司在两年内实现上市；有更多的时间休息和保养身体。”
事实上，不管你现在处于什么状态，你都能找出理由觉得自己成功，
或者找出理由觉得自己不成功。
是否成功，和你的目标有关，和你对成功的定义有关。
对于一个盲人，重新看到光明就是成功；
对于一个婴儿，学会走路就是成功；
对于一个打工仔，挣到买房子的钱就是成功。
成功只是一种感觉。
所以，我们常听到有人已经追到了女孩，都和女孩上了床，还觉得不成功；
因为他们想要更多。
如果你把成功设定成一个目的，实现这个目的的时候，你就会感觉一种空虚。
你以赚100万为目的，赚够100万就会空虚。
你以和女孩上床为目的，上过床就会空虚。
如果你把成功的目标设定成自我潜力的提升，自我极限的突破，
你就能在不断的改变和持续的进步中消除这种“成功空虚症”。
在和女孩搭讪的时候，如果女孩没有告诉你电话号码，不用感觉失败。
享受这个过程，享受技巧的试验，享受自我的突破。
她对你微笑了吗，她的微笑就是你的成功；
她和你交谈了吗，她的话语就是你的成功；
她对你回眸凝望了吗，那缕柔情就是你的成功。
Saturday, July 11, 2009
First week of 3rd sem end.
Oredi pass 12 which means nw is sat.... finally weekend.... It have been a tough week.
Monday that has just pass is the 1st day of tis sem. That day was the most busy day on this week. I reach USM at 8am by car. Then i straigh go up pusat bahasa to register my team for japanese class. I went to c the lecturer whose class i want to join. After that i met with coursemates they tell me that we can register the english course which i plan to take this sem.... Without delaying i go back to c the other lecturer and drop my japanese class... Luckily he didnt ask anything....
CMT 221 this subject still ok.... Just nid buy a book that cost RM 59+.... got test and assignment.
CST 234 which is my major and also my nightmare.... Other major only 3 or 4 hours per week, but my major.... 5 hours per week and 4 hours are at night... Haiz.... and nid to buy 2 or 3 books... the only things that might make me excited is we use mac computer and learning about i phone. (^.^)v
CPT 211... well the weird class i attend this sem. the school plan a small class which can fit around 100 ppl to a course which have 150++ student.... On the 1st class most of the student have to stand =.=|||
LSP 404 this is the most funniest class i have this sem. We are acting a scene where the ship start to sink and the captain can save 2 more ppl from 4 ppl. We were asked to act and defend for our own character so that the captain will save us. XD
CLE 201... another with alot of assignment and project.... haiz....
AKP 201 this course suprise me the most.... this course used to be only small test and final exam. Nw we nid to do a project which we have to interview a small company or organisation about 4P in marketing field. Haiz... project again....
In conlusion.... i have 3 projects and alot assignments and tests.... I duno if i can survive from this sem. My grade oredi not very good le.... Haiz.....
Monday that has just pass is the 1st day of tis sem. That day was the most busy day on this week. I reach USM at 8am by car. Then i straigh go up pusat bahasa to register my team for japanese class. I went to c the lecturer whose class i want to join. After that i met with coursemates they tell me that we can register the english course which i plan to take this sem.... Without delaying i go back to c the other lecturer and drop my japanese class... Luckily he didnt ask anything....
CMT 221 this subject still ok.... Just nid buy a book that cost RM 59+.... got test and assignment.
CST 234 which is my major and also my nightmare.... Other major only 3 or 4 hours per week, but my major.... 5 hours per week and 4 hours are at night... Haiz.... and nid to buy 2 or 3 books... the only things that might make me excited is we use mac computer and learning about i phone. (^.^)v
CPT 211... well the weird class i attend this sem. the school plan a small class which can fit around 100 ppl to a course which have 150++ student.... On the 1st class most of the student have to stand =.=|||
LSP 404 this is the most funniest class i have this sem. We are acting a scene where the ship start to sink and the captain can save 2 more ppl from 4 ppl. We were asked to act and defend for our own character so that the captain will save us. XD
CLE 201... another with alot of assignment and project.... haiz....
AKP 201 this course suprise me the most.... this course used to be only small test and final exam. Nw we nid to do a project which we have to interview a small company or organisation about 4P in marketing field. Haiz... project again....
In conlusion.... i have 3 projects and alot assignments and tests.... I duno if i can survive from this sem. My grade oredi not very good le.... Haiz.....
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Memory lost
I meet one of frenz today which here i call him here as L.
I call him and he just smile to me...
I felt very strange but i didnt get alot of thinking about him....
Then i help him take a yellow form.
I talk few things with him and he just said very less and keep on smile-ing.
Altho i feel strange but i just thought that he might not feeling well today.
Well then... after i reach home. I on my msn and i saw he online.So i go to disturb u...
Said few things then i ask him are you ok?
He just tell me he felt scare so he didnt talk much with me...
then he said something that really shocked me for some time.
He said "You are Mervin. The 1 gv me yellow form to me just nw. I remember u."
I think wtf? We are frenz since 1st sem, y u talk like u just noe me....
I wonder what happen. Then i go ask J and she tell me...
L LOST HIS MEMORIES!!! WTF?
I really cant believe what i heard.... I go confirm with YC and other ppl.
They gv me same answer... L lost his memories.
I feel very shock and sad about that.... On the same time i felt glad.
He lost memory and i lost a good frenz >>> this shocked me and cause me felt sad
No matter what he survive from the brain surgery....
I wonder what such cruel things happen to him.
My frenz, i always be ur frenz.
Hope 1 day u can recover everything
and
remember the fun we have
and
the pain we been tru along the 1st year.
I call him and he just smile to me...
I felt very strange but i didnt get alot of thinking about him....
Then i help him take a yellow form.
I talk few things with him and he just said very less and keep on smile-ing.
Altho i feel strange but i just thought that he might not feeling well today.
Well then... after i reach home. I on my msn and i saw he online.So i go to disturb u...
Said few things then i ask him are you ok?
He just tell me he felt scare so he didnt talk much with me...
then he said something that really shocked me for some time.
He said "You are Mervin. The 1 gv me yellow form to me just nw. I remember u."
I think wtf? We are frenz since 1st sem, y u talk like u just noe me....
I wonder what happen. Then i go ask J and she tell me...
L LOST HIS MEMORIES!!! WTF?
I really cant believe what i heard.... I go confirm with YC and other ppl.
They gv me same answer... L lost his memories.
I feel very shock and sad about that.... On the same time i felt glad.
He lost memory and i lost a good frenz >>> this shocked me and cause me felt sad
No matter what he survive from the brain surgery....
I wonder what such cruel things happen to him.
My frenz, i always be ur frenz.
Hope 1 day u can recover everything
and
remember the fun we have
and
the pain we been tru along the 1st year.
Monday, July 6, 2009
>>不公平的待遇<<
今年的学弟们的待遇和我们还真的有点分别！！！
我听朋友们讲 学弟进USM有RM1000拿~ Arrrrrr 为何我们没有？？
有谁可以证实这个事情然后给我知道！！！ 有真的这一回事吗？
@.@
我听朋友们讲 学弟进USM有RM1000拿~ Arrrrrr 为何我们没有？？
有谁可以证实这个事情然后给我知道！！！ 有真的这一回事吗？
@.@
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Day in Starbuck, Boaders, Queensbay Mall
Recently my house line suckS. Well today is same. Feel boring and disappointed siting at home.Suddenly feel want go out have a walk.... After short time of thinking where should i go, i decide go to Boarders in Queensby mall for online... Without wasting time i went to prepared. After prepared then i only remember that i have no cars to drive. Once remember that i lye down on bed with depress feeling~
Around 15 minutes of travel i reached. Maybe u all wonder how i go QB.... I cycle go~ so tired with those laptop and equipment on my back. Zzzzzzz... Really heavy when cycle up the hill XD
In starbucks i call a coffee to drink which cost me around RM13++ haiz.... my money just flew away like that. While i onlining, i was thinking a lot of things. What i did tis holiday? Stay at home and being a 宅男... 2 months of being freak~ What else i did? Nothing!!!!!! I just realise how i wasted those pricious time. zzzzzzz~
What else i did? Every night stay till quite "early" b4 i went to sleep. Doing what ne? Reading those useless novel and comic... Haiz.... what i can do? i like those things. and my house line will only be good at night. That is 1 of the reason y i go outside to online.
Almost 2 weeks time i have a strange nightmare. I was walking in a dark place and i only c a road. Bside that is all dark. Walking down the path is a juction.... 3 different path for me to choose.... i stand there and i duno which road to choose.... At that time my body start to trembe and sweating.... I start to feel scare. That is a feeling that there is something chasing from the path i walked b4. I look back.... The path that i walked was replaced by darkness.... B4 i can run or doing anything i fell to a dark hole.... falling falling and non-stop falling till i wake up from that nightmare.
What do this nightmare want to tell or inspire me? Till nw i havent figure it out. And this nightmare hunting for days le.
Well bside these few things then i totaly do nothing in these holiday.
Around 15 minutes of travel i reached. Maybe u all wonder how i go QB.... I cycle go~ so tired with those laptop and equipment on my back. Zzzzzzz... Really heavy when cycle up the hill XD
In starbucks i call a coffee to drink which cost me around RM13++ haiz.... my money just flew away like that. While i onlining, i was thinking a lot of things. What i did tis holiday? Stay at home and being a 宅男... 2 months of being freak~ What else i did? Nothing!!!!!! I just realise how i wasted those pricious time. zzzzzzz~
What else i did? Every night stay till quite "early" b4 i went to sleep. Doing what ne? Reading those useless novel and comic... Haiz.... what i can do? i like those things. and my house line will only be good at night. That is 1 of the reason y i go outside to online.
Almost 2 weeks time i have a strange nightmare. I was walking in a dark place and i only c a road. Bside that is all dark. Walking down the path is a juction.... 3 different path for me to choose.... i stand there and i duno which road to choose.... At that time my body start to trembe and sweating.... I start to feel scare. That is a feeling that there is something chasing from the path i walked b4. I look back.... The path that i walked was replaced by darkness.... B4 i can run or doing anything i fell to a dark hole.... falling falling and non-stop falling till i wake up from that nightmare.
What do this nightmare want to tell or inspire me? Till nw i havent figure it out. And this nightmare hunting for days le.
Well bside these few things then i totaly do nothing in these holiday.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Morning of 20 and 21 of May
Morning... Once i wake up, my mom will ask how is the real results? Will u pass the grade?
How i going know that?
This thing happen once i get the notice that i get another 2 "lulus bersyarat" in this sem. What the? I still thought i will at lease pass... But at the end... No pass!!
My major GONE. My happy sem GONE since next sem start. I try my hard le, at lease harder than 1st sem... But what i get the worse results than 1st sem. FXXX I in the middle of the road to hell....
Evrything GONE GONE GONE
How i going know that?
This thing happen once i get the notice that i get another 2 "lulus bersyarat" in this sem. What the? I still thought i will at lease pass... But at the end... No pass!!
My major GONE. My happy sem GONE since next sem start. I try my hard le, at lease harder than 1st sem... But what i get the worse results than 1st sem. FXXX I in the middle of the road to hell....
Evrything GONE GONE GONE
Thursday, April 23, 2009
呆
现在都1点多早上了。。。 我面着电脑已有2，3个小时了。
呆在电脑前面2，3个小时。。。 从我知道我的成绩到现在。。。
我的头脑一片空白，我不知道我要如何去解决我的心结。。。 成绩的心结。
可卉姐，谢谢你对我的信心。真的很谢谢你 试着帮我解开这个心结。
我觉得 当我有问题的时候，你都一直在线的 XD
Joanne.... Very glad that u ask about it. Mayb u don noe what happen and duno how to help u.
I feel very happy that u ask me and care me about it.. Hehe... I think time will help me to recover my pain.
又不知道我接下来的发呆要到几点了。。。
呆在电脑前面2，3个小时。。。 从我知道我的成绩到现在。。。
我的头脑一片空白，我不知道我要如何去解决我的心结。。。 成绩的心结。
可卉姐，谢谢你对我的信心。真的很谢谢你 试着帮我解开这个心结。
我觉得 当我有问题的时候，你都一直在线的 XD
Joanne.... Very glad that u ask about it. Mayb u don noe what happen and duno how to help u.
I feel very happy that u ask me and care me about it.. Hehe... I think time will help me to recover my pain.
又不知道我接下来的发呆要到几点了。。。
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
最糟糕的一天
咳~ 很伤心。。。 很生气自己。。。
拿到最令我想不到的成绩与最差的成绩。。。咳~
我都不知道要如何去面对我接下来要面对的事实了。
回家告诉了家人。。 哥哥用个 “你自己好自为之” 的眼神看着我。。。
妈妈责骂了我一顿。。 还问我会不会留级？ 我要如何回答。。。
我自己也不知道我会不会留级了。
我的懒惰害了我，我又能自己怨自己。。。 真的好无奈。
进了自己的房间，我竟然留下眼泪。
我第一次这样担心我的成绩，这样为我的成绩感到伤心。。。
我真的不知道要如何去面对了。。。
拿到最令我想不到的成绩与最差的成绩。。。咳~
我都不知道要如何去面对我接下来要面对的事实了。
回家告诉了家人。。 哥哥用个 “你自己好自为之” 的眼神看着我。。。
妈妈责骂了我一顿。。 还问我会不会留级？ 我要如何回答。。。
我自己也不知道我会不会留级了。
我的懒惰害了我，我又能自己怨自己。。。 真的好无奈。
进了自己的房间，我竟然留下眼泪。
我第一次这样担心我的成绩，这样为我的成绩感到伤心。。。
我真的不知道要如何去面对了。。。
Thursday, March 5, 2009
雨天
最近 我这里下了几场雨。。 你那儿的天气又如何呢？
雨天让我想起了你。。。
在我们打完蓝球走路回家时，上天下了一场雨。。
我拉着你的手走快点。 我当时的心情是很开心的。。。
不过还是被你的好友嘲笑了一顿。。
也是同一天 我对你的暗恋被你的好友揭穿了。
开始了我慢慢地靠近你，追求你的生活。
我的生活也因为你的存在而改变了。
雨天啊。。。
你记得我们有次在家的附近的巴士呆着
那时候 伯母也在一旁
让我的行动受到了约束。。
我感到很泄气，就淋着那场大雨走回家了
我不知道为何，直到现在我还是不清楚
为何当时我要。。。淋雨走回家。
现在的雨天，
我不在一个人度过，
我有你陪我过。
谢谢你，陪我到现在。
我爱你，老婆。
雨天让我想起了你。。。
在我们打完蓝球走路回家时，上天下了一场雨。。
我拉着你的手走快点。 我当时的心情是很开心的。。。
不过还是被你的好友嘲笑了一顿。。
也是同一天 我对你的暗恋被你的好友揭穿了。
开始了我慢慢地靠近你，追求你的生活。
我的生活也因为你的存在而改变了。
雨天啊。。。
你记得我们有次在家的附近的巴士呆着
那时候 伯母也在一旁
让我的行动受到了约束。。
我感到很泄气，就淋着那场大雨走回家了
我不知道为何，直到现在我还是不清楚
为何当时我要。。。淋雨走回家。
现在的雨天，
我不在一个人度过，
我有你陪我过。
谢谢你，陪我到现在。
我爱你，老婆。
Saturday, February 28, 2009
CS Night Part 2 (Me+Frenz's Photo)
Hehe.... Here i back with more photo in my CS night....
Mayb some ppl curious i write in so many part.... Cause.... I duno what shd i write here. So i divide my CS night story in part... Don scold me >< ?!!
1st 1st....
My lovely KH's Gang (KeHui's Gang or call my CS family).
The GangMaster >> KeHui absent and didnt attend the party >< haiz...
Then is my ViceGangMaster >>>
Chang YetZhen (0r call as er jie XD ).... Leng lui lol XD....
Er jie, very pretty that night wor XD. She have a killing smile le.. ～晕～
<<<<Lim Yu Sheng.
Pro in alot of stuff, such as networking,web design, programing and CAMERA-ING... That night he is one of our camera man. No doubt he is very KEAT ?!!!
But he is put Feelingless in his msn nick... >< i duno what he is feeling less in wor.... Mayb u all can go ask him yourself ..... XD msn in yushengXXX@XXX.XXX XD
After that PRO leng zai.... Here kum another pretty girl who is oredi belong to other guy deeee.... My fifth sister....
<<<< Ong Shiau Hoay
Pretty girl... She is one of the CALON of our LADIES of CS NIGHT... (Don wan tell who is the ladies 1st XD ).
There r only normal orange juice on our hand
(Kit don worry lalz !!?!! XP)
Yoooo~~ The sixth in the family kuming le ~~~
Wong Chee Hoe >>>> er.... nothing much to said about him wor. Very quiet but do things very seriously... His experinces not bad....
Hey,bro.... Take more picture lalz.. I have very less of ur picture lalz.... XD
Another leng zai lol.... Name Tan Chia Ho. Seventh in KH's Gang. He is PRO in dress stuff... 2 3 ppl's dress were determined by him. Realise something in this photo ???
1. His hair long until can close his left eye XD
2. His hair go to left hand side while my hair go to right hand side XD
3. Of cause i m short >< XD
This 1 shd be the famous guy in CS School le.....
OUR CS TAILOU 2008/2009 >>>> MingDa (or famous with dada)... He is a guy humurous deee.... Alot ppl like him alot... He is the best in settle things XD that is why he be Tailou and i only a runner up ~~ XD Haha... Next year is you to organise the party le... Good LUCK and + u!!!!!
Here nw i present for you for my last brother and sister. The guy on the right is number 9 in family.
>>>>> JieYao (or more prefer been call yaoyao). On my left hand is my number 10 de sister....
XD don wan tell u all her name. We call her xiaomei<<<<<. Haha....
Xiao mei ar xiao mei... I so scary ma...? Stand also avoid touch me.... haiz....
Wait..................... Still have 2 more member in my family..... ~Aba and Aunty PPY~ XD haha
Here here... Have a look. Aunty PPY that night is my couple.... XD So pretty that night. PPY i think u have to make-up more frequently, at lease do ur hair style. U c U c that night so high class XD.
Then another is Aba Wen.... Oi Aba... I didnt owe u money lalz. Even CAMERA GUY didnt owe u any money lalz..... Y ur face so black >< so scare lalz..... DON KILL ME~ RUN ~~~ siAM~~
Ishhh.... Saw le Aba's face, let me feel like i want stop here.... RUn....~~
Mayb some ppl curious i write in so many part.... Cause.... I duno what shd i write here. So i divide my CS night story in part... Don scold me >< ?!!
1st 1st....
My lovely KH's Gang (KeHui's Gang or call my CS family).
The GangMaster >> KeHui absent and didnt attend the party >< haiz...
Then is my ViceGangMaster >>>
Chang YetZhen (0r call as er jie XD ).... Leng lui lol XD....
Er jie, very pretty that night wor XD. She have a killing smile le.. ～晕～
<<<<Lim Yu Sheng.Pro in alot of stuff, such as networking,web design, programing and CAMERA-ING... That night he is one of our camera man. No doubt he is very KEAT ?!!!
But he is put Feelingless in his msn nick... >< i duno what he is feeling less in wor.... Mayb u all can go ask him yourself ..... XD msn in yushengXXX@XXX.XXX XD
After that PRO leng zai.... Here kum another pretty girl who is oredi belong to other guy deeee.... My fifth sister....<<<< Ong Shiau Hoay
Pretty girl... She is one of the CALON of our LADIES of CS NIGHT... (Don wan tell who is the ladies 1st XD ).
There r only normal orange juice on our hand
(Kit don worry lalz !!?!! XP)
Yoooo~~ The sixth in the family kuming le ~~~
Wong Chee Hoe >>>> er.... nothing much to said about him wor. Very quiet but do things very seriously... His experinces not bad....
Hey,bro.... Take more picture lalz.. I have very less of ur picture lalz.... XD
Another leng zai lol.... Name Tan Chia Ho. Seventh in KH's Gang. He is PRO in dress stuff... 2 3 ppl's dress were determined by him. Realise something in this photo ???1. His hair long until can close his left eye XD
2. His hair go to left hand side while my hair go to right hand side XD
3. Of cause i m short >< XD
This 1 shd be the famous guy in CS School le.....
OUR CS TAILOU 2008/2009 >>>> MingDa (or famous with dada)... He is a guy humurous deee.... Alot ppl like him alot... He is the best in settle things XD that is why he be Tailou and i only a runner up ~~ XD Haha... Next year is you to organise the party le... Good LUCK and + u!!!!!
Here nw i present for you for my last brother and sister. The guy on the right is number 9 in family.>>>>> JieYao (or more prefer been call yaoyao). On my left hand is my number 10 de sister....
XD don wan tell u all her name. We call her xiaomei<<<<<. Haha....
Xiao mei ar xiao mei... I so scary ma...? Stand also avoid touch me.... haiz....Wait..................... Still have 2 more member in my family..... ~Aba and Aunty PPY~ XD haha
Here here... Have a look. Aunty PPY that night is my couple.... XD So pretty that night. PPY i think u have to make-up more frequently, at lease do ur hair style. U c U c that night so high class XD.
Then another is Aba Wen.... Oi Aba... I didnt owe u money lalz. Even CAMERA GUY didnt owe u any money lalz..... Y ur face so black >< so scare lalz..... DON KILL ME~ RUN ~~~ siAM~~Ishhh.... Saw le Aba's face, let me feel like i want stop here.... RUn....~~
Thursday, February 26, 2009
CS Night Part 1 (Gang Photo)
20 Feb 2008 i had attend my school nitez >>> CS nitez....
DAMM GREAT NIGHT!!
DAMM GREAT NIGHT!!
Well i don think it is success enough. The program was not going well as planning. The MC could not get party high enough.
HOWEVER one of the MC who we call Ben Ben trying very hard to entertaint us... SO i will gv a credit for u, Ben Ben. Love u the most.
(Middle is Ben Ben, Left is Dada and Right is Zhi Hoe).
After the MC, let us go for Handsome guy 1st. On that night, all the male member in KH gang attend the Party~~ YEah~~~ MAN rules~ Here we have a look on all the handsome and entau entau guy. Muahaha......
In this photo have
~me as the third (Incase those forget me, i m the 1 with one thmb up), ySheng the forth (small head on the last road XD), zHoe the sixth (bhind me white colour shirt), jHo the seventh (second row 3rd ppl from right), mDada the eighth (the 1 with two thumbs up with the killing smile XD) and jYao the ninth (1st row 1st from the right)....in the KH's family. XD haha....
OOya.... Forget daddy XD. Daddy is standing bside me only.
After the guy, lets us go for FEMALE~~ XP all the lengzai who haven't have partner be ready for the female candidate.... Here the are~
XD lazy introduce the lenglui here le. Even KH's family de, i also lazy intro le.
HOWEVER one of the MC who we call Ben Ben trying very hard to entertaint us... SO i will gv a credit for u, Ben Ben. Love u the most.
(Middle is Ben Ben, Left is Dada and Right is Zhi Hoe).
After the MC, let us go for Handsome guy 1st. On that night, all the male member in KH gang attend the Party~~ YEah~~~ MAN rules~ Here we have a look on all the handsome and entau entau guy. Muahaha......In this photo have
~me as the third (Incase those forget me, i m the 1 with one thmb up), ySheng the forth (small head on the last road XD), zHoe the sixth (bhind me white colour shirt), jHo the seventh (second row 3rd ppl from right), mDada the eighth (the 1 with two thumbs up with the killing smile XD) and jYao the ninth (1st row 1st from the right)....in the KH's family. XD haha....
OOya.... Forget daddy XD. Daddy is standing bside me only.
After the guy, lets us go for FEMALE~~ XP all the lengzai who haven't have partner be ready for the female candidate.... Here the are~
XD lazy introduce the lenglui here le. Even KH's family de, i also lazy intro le.To be continue.... CS Night Part 2 (Personal Photo XD)
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
～自己怪怪的感觉～
喜欢一个人，一定讲出来的吗？
喜欢一个人，一定要拥有他吗？
可以在一旁地守护他，保护他。
不要让她受伤害。
当他需要一个依靠，
你就可以站出来让他依靠。。。
当他在别人拥抱中，
你应该感到高心祝福他们。。。
默默地付出，虽可能得不到回报，
不过看见他满面幸福，你应该感到欣慰了。
讨厌一个人，一定要表现出来？
讨厌一个人，一定要厌恶他吗？
现实中没有不分开的朋友，
也没有永远的敌人。
不管多真挚的爱情，
多甜蜜的情侣，
也会有分开的一天。
虚虚实实，真真假假
要我们如何分辨呢？
现实中的残酷让我想到梦中的美好,
不过梦始终还要醒过来，
回到残酷的生活。
生活的残酷让很多人都喘不过气来，
甚至我也一样。
如果可以的话，
我很想麻痹我自己的六情五欲。
我不想我自己天天被这些感情困扰。
对许多的欲望，
让我觉得我自己不在是以前的我了。
越来越多的欲望，
让我害怕我自己有一天我会我认不得自己。
就因为这些的欲望，
对生活的欲望，
让我觉得我已经迷失了自己。
为了自己而利用我的朋友，
为了生活而背叛我的朋友，
不要担心，我不会去憎恨你们。
只是，
你们会失去一个永远的朋友。
喜欢一个人，一定要拥有他吗？
可以在一旁地守护他，保护他。
不要让她受伤害。
当他需要一个依靠，
你就可以站出来让他依靠。。。
当他在别人拥抱中，
你应该感到高心祝福他们。。。
默默地付出，虽可能得不到回报，
不过看见他满面幸福，你应该感到欣慰了。
讨厌一个人，一定要表现出来？
讨厌一个人，一定要厌恶他吗？
现实中没有不分开的朋友，
也没有永远的敌人。
不管多真挚的爱情，
多甜蜜的情侣，
也会有分开的一天。
虚虚实实，真真假假
要我们如何分辨呢？
现实中的残酷让我想到梦中的美好,
不过梦始终还要醒过来，
回到残酷的生活。
生活的残酷让很多人都喘不过气来，
甚至我也一样。
如果可以的话，
我很想麻痹我自己的六情五欲。
我不想我自己天天被这些感情困扰。
对许多的欲望，
让我觉得我自己不在是以前的我了。
越来越多的欲望，
让我害怕我自己有一天我会我认不得自己。
就因为这些的欲望，
对生活的欲望，
让我觉得我已经迷失了自己。
为了自己而利用我的朋友，
为了生活而背叛我的朋友，
不要担心，我不会去憎恨你们。
只是，
你们会失去一个永远的朋友。
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
快乐？痛苦？希望？
笑容代表快乐吗？
或许可以带走一些痛苦
痛苦是很难熬吗？
如果你心中还有一丝希望
希望会因此而成真吗？
我一次又一次的问我自己
目标是要达到的吗？
如果生命已达到了尽头
死忙很可怕吗？
倘若没有了渴望
在这个世界还有什么意识？
我不停不停地想
当一切已变得不重要，
我随心所欲自由自在吧！
当痛苦真的无法压抑，
就让它来得更猛烈吧！
如果上天不赐予我希望
就让我自己去创造吧！
快乐！希望！梦想！
或许可以带走一些痛苦
痛苦是很难熬吗？
如果你心中还有一丝希望
希望会因此而成真吗？
我一次又一次的问我自己
目标是要达到的吗？
如果生命已达到了尽头
死忙很可怕吗？
倘若没有了渴望
在这个世界还有什么意识？
我不停不停地想
当一切已变得不重要，
我随心所欲自由自在吧！
当痛苦真的无法压抑，
就让它来得更猛烈吧！
如果上天不赐予我希望
就让我自己去创造吧！
快乐！希望！梦想！
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